yippie yay yay. i'm enjoying my coke float as i'm typing this. climbed the stairs down to Shop N Save like a penguin. my muscles are still aching. ouch.

spent the night watching youtube videos. from The click Five, to FM Static, to Lionel Richie, to David Choi, to Wong Fu Productions! i really like Wong Fu Productions! think i really wasted my day, but ya, time u enjoy wasting isn't wasted time! HAHA. couldn't help it, but i subscribed to Wong Fu Productions' youtube channel. love the "Together At Last" video which i watched way long ago. they have quite a few videos on long distance relationships which were pretty sweet.

haven't been blogging for quite awhile. been busy for quite some time, skyping (almost) everyday, and shopping bits here and there. met up with Ashley during the week too!

was busy last weekend with the demise of my grandmother. she lived til a ripe old age of 92 and it isn't that bad for me, cos i'm not that close to my grandmother. i've my other cousins who spend the weekends at her place, but most of my teenage years were spent in church and i neglected certain areas of my life. so it was also great catching up time with the relatives. it was very touching when my dad and his siblings spoke about Ah Ma and thanked each other for taking care of Ah Ma. that brought me to tears.

which also means i can't be celebrating CNY this year. but i'm looking forward to my first Valentine's Day with mi querido Ben!

HAPPY ONE MONTH MY DEAR! :)

ultra pissed now.

damn angry.

@$%^@$%&@*(^%@#$@!

my memory is getting from bad to worse. and i'm so scared i'll forget all the sweet stuff that Ben does for me. i'm afraid that i'll lose this sweet feeling and take all these things for granted. so here i am, recording down those sweet moments.

(and not many people read my blog rit?)

skyped with Ben on Sunday night for close to 4 hours (break record again!), and what he said really touched my heart. i don't think there was ever any guy who was so sure of what they want - me. the stuff he told his dad, what he said to Joel, his sentiments on us getting together, especially when he said, no one comes close to rebecca. awwwww seriously heart melting. how not to love him and miss him more! i'm officially love sick. no antidote already. and he reads me so well, i got nothing to say!!!

you know, i never doubted that i made the right choice. but each day just seems to prove to me even more that i've made the right choice. i just have to get used to being lovesick for the next 7 months. hahahahhahahaa

looking forward to the next skype with Ben!

i've craving for subway now. hmmmmm. too late to have subway now.

but i'm still a very happy girl.

HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

skyped with dear ben for the longest record (for now) of 3 hours! i guess we can only do this on weekends! hahaha.

i'm one of the stickiest girlfriend around, think i can skype 24 hours with him if i've nothing else to do. HAHAHAHA. can see his face already very good. LOL. i can skype with him, go back to sleep, wake up and skype with him again! thank God for SKYPE!!!! LOL. met his friends too, a funny and lively bunch who couldn't stop teasing us, but can tell they really like Ben to be teasing us this much. hahaha. then again, what's there not to like about my boyfriend?! LOL.

oh, last night, Raymond brought me and Bee to Empire Cafe at Raffles Hotel. Wow, i had my most expensive chicken rice ever! $18.50 not inclusive of GST. and while waiting for my chicekn rice, i changed my wallpaper. guess what, when i got home later and skyped with Ben, he told me he changed his wallpaper on his phone too! he changed it to the same photo as mine and at about the same time as me! telepathy! :D

and while we skyped, my youngest bro saw Ben's face on the screen and he was so happy, he waved at Ben. that meant a lot to me. like how my mum smiled so broadly too and said hi to Ben as well. i like what she said to Ben also. hahahahhaaha. can feel her love for me in that short sentence.

happy happy! :D

i'm very happy.

my boyfriend loves me enough to wake up at 5.30am just to skype with me. :D

i feel very loved to know he doesn't mind taking these extra steps just to communicate more with me at my convenience! so what if he's so damn far away now, i've never felt closer to him than when he was in Singapore.

i remember what Pastor Kong said, don't get a guy who loves you but finds it difficult to say those 3 words. thank God that Ben is not like that!

i'm soooo very lucky to have him! :D

it's the 4th day of 2010. everyday's going well now.

here goes the drum roll....
i finally got together with Benjamin Loy. it took us 5 years, and i think there's no better time than now. even the live band played the song "I'm Yours" at the most apt time. it was like wow. it threw me into a state of shock for an hour plus, where i was totally stunned, constantly laughing and smiling, i couldn't really talk. it was quite crazy. hahahaha.

i'm glad this time, i didn't run away, stopped giving myself excuses and most importantly, found someone worth it. someone who treasures me, has always been there for me, and loves me. Mr Benjamin Loy :)

something which he said last night.
ben: 2010's gonna be a good year. there's nothing more i can ask for.
me: am i that good?
ben: if not i want you for what?
LOLOLOLOL

went to send him off just now in the afternoon, his dad picked me up from home and i got to see his mum for the first time. i could see his mum smiling broadly when i was approaching the car. gosh, i felt so shy!!! hahahaha. his mum was nice and friendly, gave me a nice handshake, which i don't usually get from elders, unless it's a very formal occasion. his parents were really nice to give us some time on our own. HAHA.

and he called when he was in transit via Hongkong! we spoke for like 15 mins before he had to board the plane again.

and i gotta thank Raymond for being so supportive, caring, helpful and for being such a paparazzi!! LOL.

one of the best wishes i had was from Pauline:
Really it took alot of courage to do so seeing your love one live apart of you. You're really a strong girl! Kudos to Beck! We will accompany you and help you to keep this long distance relationship moving! Jia you Beck!

i'm very touched and i feel super ultra loved. i found that Special One, and the people around are so supportive too! what can be better?